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October 22nd, 2012

07:49 am - Weight Loss Apps

So I've started to hit the gym hard and track my progress with a few apps.
Fitter Fitness Calculator
Lose it!

I'm totally disgusted that I'm at an average body range...I want to be in the low percentages :(

What's been motivating me have been thinspo pics with quotes and also something that has happened in my love life

I'm determined to reach my goal weight by Feb!!!


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October 1st, 2012

03:51 pm - Fitting into that small skirt

I recently purchased a skirt on sale and I picked up in my usual size

When I tried it on at home I was disgusted! It didn't fit...I couldn't believed it!!

Last night I tried on the same skirt and it closed all the way without any personal assistance!

I was so happy! I have notice I've gotten smaller and I can feel and see my rib cage.

I haven't had the courage to weight myself but I assume I'm at 120.

All I've been doing is decreasing my intake and taking diet pills with every meal. I haven't worked out at home because school has taken over my life I'm gonna try to work out when ever I can but I really want to try hot yoga!! My friend does it regularly and is at the GW I want to be at

I'm so fucking fat and not tone at all. It sucks when you were happy with your body and now it's all gone to shit.

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September 2nd, 2012

09:57 pm - Back on track

I've been comparing myself a lot to other girls lately.
I'm jealous of girls with tone and smaller waist line then me.
I can't believe I let myself go so much :(
I'm going on a juice cleanse.

Lately I've been against a lot of food and I my mom tried to give me more I bitch.

I can't wait to start wasting away...

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August 26th, 2012

08:54 pm - It's been a while

Hey girls
I'm so sorry I've been absent for so long
It's been an year since I hit the gym or worked out regularly.

CW: 126
This is the highest I've ever been in my life an I'm so disgusted

I'm gonna start working out at home and eating little to nothing
Honestly I'm such a fucking fail
I will be back to how I used to be also perfect

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April 13th, 2011


I've been absent from LV again but I'm going to update more frequent.

So I've been taking green tea diet pills with ever meal and they work like a charm.

I feel like shit right now cause I just binged but I've been good!!

The gym has helped so much and I see my hipbones and ribs so much!


Gym every morning and really restricting my intake by alot.

Summer is almost here and I want to be at least 110.

I've never been that low but I know its possible!!

I just want to wear high wasted shorts and not look like a FUCKING WHALE.

Current Mood: blankblank

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March 20th, 2011

10:27 am - UPDATE!! Its been forever!!!
I have missed all of the girls on here

I finally got my lap top fixed so I'll be posting more frequently

I feel like this is the only place that helps me say grounded and on here are the only people
that understand what I am going through.

LW: 113

I know so good! I was so happy
my ribs and hip bones were poking out so much

sometimes I would just stand and touch my rib bones

felt soo good!!

CW: ??????

I'm to scared to even know that it is....

I've been binge eating so much this week....mostly due to stress

And I havent been to the gym this week as well

So I know I gained some weight


I'm really putting in over load this week!!! Limiting my intake dramaticly

Morning: NO FOOD

Lunch: (I cant get out of this cause I'm always with my friend and sis)
Frozen Apple
A cheese stick - 100 cal.
and water

Dinner: what ever is there Im only eating bits

Tues: Spinning Class

Thurs: Legs & Abs

Friday: Kickboxing

Sat: Yoga or Kickboxing (idk yet)

I hope all of you girls are doing better then I am...you really motivate me and I hope I can do the same for you

this video has helped me through alot recently..hope you guys like it <3


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January 28th, 2011

12:52 am - I'm back
So my laptop broke and my new phone has internet so I can post now
Why cant I post from a comp?
Well my was on my laptop and saw a thinspo video was was like your sick and shes's threathing to tell my mother
Therefore I have to eat dinner because she watchs me

My progress: fucking bullshit
Weight: disgusting 117 pounds

Breakfast: soymilk(100 cal) with vitiams and diet pills
Dinner: ? Small portion

Nighttime equals binge
Idk why i've been binging at night some nights i'm good only grapes and green tea with lemon
But if theres chips around blahhh

One night I was so full I almost throw up disgusting I know
I really need to start napping so I avoid dinner

I have been going to the gym so thats a plus
I can see my rib cage and hip bones at times but I want to be at least 110 so I can see them much more I want to shock people with my weight loss blah

I need to really change
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed

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January 4th, 2011

11:20 am - Green Tea Fat Burner Dietary Supplement,
So my dad took these for like a month and he lost so much weight!
he ate normally and got down so much in small size

My plan is to just take them on an empty stomach so it can burn more fat =]

I went to the gym yesterday so I'm going tonight so I dont fucking eat dinner

I want to lose 5 pounds by the end of the week. I've done it before so I wont be difficult =]
3 pounds in one day was my record =]

I'm gonna down load the app LoseIt to keep track on my phone my progress.

I love my new phone <3

things are starting to look better in 2011

Hope everyone is doing well <3


I was watching Garden State and it made me depressed because I dont have a bf
well of course I dont because I'm fucking huge!!
but that will soon change =]

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December 30th, 2010

12:22 pm - Baby I just wanna dance I don't really care <3
So my dad brought home a subway sandwich last night for me
I put it in the microwave then the refrigerator

I did have an urge to eat it but then I made myself busy =]
I was looking up makeup and everything <3

I'm not planning on eating anything today just probably dinner cause my mom
is gonna sit with me and eat =/

BLAH its the worse so I'm going to make up for that and not eat anything till then =]

I forgot how great it feels to be hungry and I woke up looking so skinny today<3
soon enough I'll see my rib cage and hip bones again <3

I love makeup and I'm starting to expand my makeup collection <3
So my money is going towards makeup not FOOD =]

This picture is such an inspiration just to focus on other things I love then just thinking about food <3

Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Who's That Chick- Rihanna and David Guetta

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December 29th, 2010

05:48 pm - Thinspo pictures!
I need some motivation tom I will not eat <3

these are pictures of models, real girls, and celebrities <3

My favorites are
Edie Sedgwick,
Audrey Hepburn,
Nicole Richie,
Mary-Kate Olsen,
and Freja Beha <3


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